Anxious Hesitation

I feel anxious coz’ my hesitation at the crossroads.
Where’s my way to go? What’s my goal to achieve?
I know I shouldn’t keep going on this bad bad situation but I can’t help it.
What am I supposed to do?
I can’t sleep well every single night coz’ the awful hesitation often wakes me up.
It crosses my heart twice and more. It’s a tiring repetition.
Go free to find my way! Go on to lift up my spirits.
These are cliché but I still talk to myself.

Oct. 15th, 2006